God,I don't know what's wrong with me. From the second i woke up this morning I'm having horrible cravings, like INSANLY strong. The really stupid thing is yeasterday i had a good ammount of calories, so i have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me.
Everytime i go into the kitchen i have a panic attack. I KNOW i'm going to give in, i just know it and it's scaring the crap out of me.
I don't want this anymore, I don't want to see anymore food... ever!
Why can't i be free of this addiction, why the hell do i need food anyway!
I'm so upset and depressed this morning, probably an aftermath of yeasterdays over indulgence (around 500 cals yeasterday, how sickening is that!)
I have to be strong, I have to do this.
I need you Ana! Help me!
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You can do it Liz! I beleive in you! Thanks for IMing me today! Hope we can chat again soon! So glad we became friends!
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