Another Sunday....

Another Sunday... blah
Sundays are always difficult for me. Mainly because it's the day i visit my family and have to stay with them for a WHOLE day. And don't get me wrong, I love them, but right now they are driving me up a wall. Everyone is commenting on my eating habits, but i just can't take it anymore. I feel like I'm eating so much already... waaaaay more then i used to. I need a fast. I don't just want one, i crave one. I want my body to be free from the weight of food, i want to be able to eat under 100 calories a day.
I ate pretty controlled today, almost binged but regained control. I feel really good when i can do that. But then my dad took me out for a drink, and INSISTED on ordering me salad. I tryed to get out of it, but after this "intervention" everyone's all suspiciouse. So I had a Greek salad. There was an assload of cheese, but i left most of it on my plate. I told my dad I didn't like it. I think he was mad, because he hates it when i waste food, but I didn't want to eat in the first place. I don't know if I'll get to work out today, damn it! Too much to do. Oh why does my life suck so bad right now?